i died today.I'm not gonna remember how much I cried.
I'm not gonna remember how many more good times I had than bad times.
I'm not gonna remember how many drugs I took.
I'm not gonna remember how many nights I felt like dying.
I'm not gonna remember how much everything affected me.
I'm not gonna remember how many people hurt me compared to how many didn't.
I'm not gonna remember how many people it took.
I'm not gonna remember how many times I cried in school.
I'm not gonna remember how many people I tried to open up to.
But I'm gonna remember what you did.... or what you didn't do.
And I'm gonna remember the way mascara runs in little neat lines down my face.
And I'm gonna remember how bad tears sting after I've been crying for a while.
And I'm gonna remember the headaches.
And I'm gonna remember how heavy my chest feels when I wake up at night.
And I'm gonna remember that I fucked it all up.
And I'm sorry. I really am.
Sorry that you can't take care of yourself.
Sorry that you never learn.
Sorry that you don't care about me.
Sorry that you tear me apart.
Sorry that you are the way you are.
Sorry that you don't see the way you are.
Every day is the worst day of my life.
Every night is the worst night ever.
It's not my fault.
It's not my fault.
I'm Meara. I'm ambivalent, unstable, unreliable, and kind of annoying sometimes. I get bored easily. Sometimes I quote songs in the middle of conversations to see if anyone notices. They hardly ever do.
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Wake up, you're alive, we're on your side
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"But if I'm not the same, the next question is, 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
--Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
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If you're one in a million, there are six thousand people exactly like you.
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"But if I'm not the same, the next question is, 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
--Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
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{These worlds will now learn, of the dreams in her mind}
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"But if I'm not the same, the next question is, 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
--Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
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"But if I'm not the same, the next question is, 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
--Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
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"But if I'm not the same, the next question is, 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
--Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
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