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About Me Member General Digital Photographer MearaxInxWonderlandFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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i died today.

Mon Nov 24, 2008, 6:39 PM
Nothing we do here matters. It's just high school.

I'm not gonna remember how much I cried.
I'm not gonna remember how many more good times I had than bad times.
I'm not gonna remember how many drugs I took.
I'm not gonna remember how many nights I felt like dying.
I'm not gonna remember how much everything affected me.
I'm not gonna remember how many people hurt me compared to how many didn't.
I'm not gonna remember how many people it took.
I'm not gonna remember how many times I cried in school.
I'm not gonna remember how many people I tried to open up to.

But I'm gonna remember what you did.... or what you didn't do.
And I'm gonna remember the way mascara runs in little neat lines down my face.
And I'm gonna remember how bad tears sting after I've been crying for a while.
And I'm gonna remember the headaches.
And I'm gonna remember how heavy my chest feels when I wake up at night.
And I'm gonna remember that I fucked it all up.

And I'm sorry. I really am.
Sorry that you can't take care of yourself.
Sorry that you never learn.
Sorry that you don't care about me.
Sorry that you tear me apart.
Sorry that you are the way you are.
Sorry that you don't see the way you are.

Every day is the worst day of my life.
Every night is the worst night ever.

It's not my fault.
It's not my fault.

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:weed: I'm Meara. I'm ambivalent, unstable, unreliable, and kind of annoying sometimes. I get bored easily. Sometimes I quote songs in the middle of conversations to see if anyone notices. They hardly ever do.

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  • Current Residence: Wonderland, Massachusetts
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: small
  • Interests: photography, astronomy, music, carousels, ferris wheels, makeup and hair, malls
  • Favourite movie: Alice In Wonderland
  • Favourite band or musician: Nirvana and Radiohead
  • Favourite genre of music: it depends heavily on my mood.
  • Personal Quote: Stand for something or you'll fall for anything.

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:iconlittlemisslove:
thank you for the faves miss meara! :glomp:

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:iconmearaxinxwonderland:
quite welcome miss lena :D

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"But if I'm not the same, the next question is, 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
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:iconcold-april:
thanks for :+fav:

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:iconmearaxinxwonderland:
You're welcome =)

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"But if I'm not the same, the next question is, 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
--Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
:iconshelbo117:
Thank you very much for the :+fav:!

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:iconmearaxinxwonderland:
You're welcome =)

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"But if I'm not the same, the next question is, 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
--Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
:iconmearaxinxwonderland:
Any time

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"But if I'm not the same, the next question is, 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
--Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
:iconstardixa:
Thank you so much for the favs & the watch! :hug:

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:iconmearaxinxwonderland:
Right back at you =)

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"But if I'm not the same, the next question is, 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
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